I go to bed tired, I wake up tired. I’m in pain all the time. No it does not stop. I eat and feel nauseous, I don’t eat and I feel nauseous. So don’t get pissy at me if I’m not smiling and happy all the time. I’m doing the best I can and you have no idea how much effort that’s taking.

Once again

My heart forces me to go start the endless cycle of doctor visits.
3 hour drive, yet I haven’t even had sleep. I hate this.